Ayah (FIL) sakit

Hari rabu (26.1.11), masa kt opis aku received called dr suami yg mengatakan ayah admitted due to heart attack. Aku terus inform boss nk blik awal. Amik Iman, blik umah. Pack brg2 Iman n terus g umah mama. Seb bek amy ade. Aku kurg arif skit PPUM tuh kt mne.. hehehe..

Sampai di wad kecemasan, aku nmpk ayah. Ayah nmpk cengkung.. Nampak dah tua. Sian ayah. Aku terus terbayang if abah di tempat ayah.. Arghh.. tidak!! Aku plak xle lama kt wad tu sbb amy jaga Iman kt luar. Ye arr.. kan Iman still baby.. x digalakkan masuk wad tu. Iman plak wat hal. Dok xnk, dokong xnk.. nk berjalan, x bw plak kasut dia. haiih~

Nk dekat kol 9.30pm baru balik. Mama plak nk stay jaga ayah. Marilah kita bersama2 doa arag ayah cepat sembuh seperti sediakala. Nt ble ayah dah sembuh ayah bole datang birthday party Iman.. Pasni, ayah dah xyh keje lah. Ayah xleh rase letih.. nt ayah sakit lg..

Don't Push Me!!!!!!!

I know wat I am doin. Selama nih pon, aku yang wat. So, don't u ever push me. Force me. I know how to manage my work.

I'm only have 2 hands & 1 brain. So, I need a calm environment, so that i can think and doin' my work at d same time. Aku x suka ar nk marah2 cani.. X suke. Tp, ade org da wat aku marah. Xp. Aku lepaskan kt sini jek arr.. Aku suke ble dtg opis org pon suke tgk aku. Sbb, aku slalu epi go lucky.

Anda tuh dahlah asik mkn gaji buta. Ble dpt kj skit dr boss tolak kt aku. Tuh xp lagi lah sb aku mmg dah besa pon wat kj anda. Tp, ble anda start pushing on me.. force me.. yelling at me.. annoying tau. Cane nk wat kj ble telinga aku asik bernanah jek? (sabar.. sabar..) Membebel x henti2. Anda ingat aku nih anak anda ke?

Fuh~ ade lega skit nih pas luahkan kt sini. Aku dah start smiling nih. Nk start wat keje suda pasni.

"La ila haila anta subha naka inni kuntum minal zalimin..."
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan.. Kau permudahkan urusan ku serta sahabatku dan saudaraku.. Insya Allah.
Aminnn

Im here again...

Im here again.. write.. n write.. n write. hehehe lama gile sy mendiamkan diri kan?

Aku mmg xd masa. X cukup masa. If dlu kt opis aku ley curi masa utk update blog, but now.. mimpilah tu sume. X sempat. Bayangkan nk g toilet pon terkejar2. hukhuk.. uish! Dasaaaatt~

Since after maternity leave aku telah ditukarkan ke Research Unit. Atas alasan aku dah xleh wat kj berat. Mmg now aku da x wat kj berat tp keje byk.. hahaha.. Tp, xp sb aku suke wat keje. Byk pon xp dr aku dok melongo @ men FB.. Nt org kata mkn gaji buta. Haram~ isk2x.. bkn aku kata ye.. tp org kata. Maklumlah aku kan keje kat UIA.. tu yg ramai ahli2 ulama yg x bertauliah.. :P

Sblm aku nk cakap lebey byk.. aku nk korg bygkan dgn keadaan aku yg kononnye x cukup masa tu ek.

Pagi - Anta Iman to baby sitter's house - straight go to the office
Office - until 5pm - Keje non stop!! muahahaha
Ptg - amik Iman - sampai umah - mandi - basuh bj Iman & me - sapu umah - Solat - Main2 dgn Iman - Pack brg2 Iman utk esok - Main2 lg dgn Iman - Tidokan Iman - Lipat kain - Gosok baju - Tgk tv jap (itupon lau x nantoks arr) - Tido

So, u guys tell me masa ble nk rest? Nk update blog? Nk teruskan jual kt online?

Serious! I still have 2 big box at house.. baju2 budak yg I suppose jual tp x sempat nk upload. So, dgn rela hati aku perap jek dlm box tu dgn harapan ble lama2 nt duit yg ade. hahahaha.. Dgn Iman yg agak.. hurm.. how to say. Iman Hyperactive. Senang ckp. Lagipon baba Iman kan kt Penang, so.. I've to stand by my own. Nk harapkan mak n abah jaga Iman pon x terlarat nk layan Hyperactive dia tuh.

So, Insya Allah.. aku akan cuba. Cuba ye.. cuba utk update blog at least dlm seminggu mesti ade update. Oklah.. sampai kite berjumpa lagi sume.. daaaaaa